I went to the facility. While I didn’t have the money to take part in the program, I attended the weekly support group. We talked about our underlying issues of our addiction. I didn’t think that I would have the courage to speak about myself, but I did. I never missed a single week, but mainly because Rich was
Now I know that doubling the dosage of Xanax is a crazy and idiotic thing to do. But at the time, it was genius. Soon, I got that calm feeling back. Like a tree in the breeze, I was mellow yet happy. Not having sex with Jerry didn’t bother me anymore. I didn’t need him. I had my meds.
I never thought that I would ever be in a position where I would become addicted to Xanax. But it happened, and while it seems as if I had no control, I know that the blame rests fully within me. Before I begin, I would like for you to all understand something. The events that occurred in my life,